Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Sometimes, at the very edge

Sometimes I feel I am the happiest woman in earth, I have lived a good life,I have marvelous children, I can enjoy my grandchildren, I am alive, I can breath and see, and smell, and walk, even run if I dare.
But others days, or perhaps for a few minutes in a rainy night, I feel an extreme loneliness, like as I were in an empty bubble, without a voice, without a touch, without a hush, floating in nothing.
And when I open my eyes in the dark, all seems to be strange, useless, empty of sense.
Even the pictures, my clothes, my room seem to be a kind of creation of some alien, perhaps a nightmare.

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